Oh Happy Day!

Well its another month.  Its another day.  Its another me that I woke up to this morning.  I guess I can't say that I enjoy changing, its hard.  It sometimes takes a long time to bring about a large change, but today I knew that my change would be small, it would only be noticed by me.  I introduced myself to someone new, I started a conversation with someone I am not really friends with, I made tentative plans to play tennis with someone.  It might not seem like a lot to you, but to me it is a triumph.  Shy by nature, yet confident around people I know, it is hard to reconcile both and find a way to make myself confident in every situation I come across, but today was a triumph.  A chance to show people who I really am.  That I am happy, its a choice I have to make everyday I wake up, but one I never regret.